MAYBE SCABIES

The City of the Dead

2009-04-25T18:58:50Z

THIS IS THE CITY OF THE DEAD
AS WE LIE SIDE BY SIDE IN BED
I'D DO SOMETHING ELSE INSTEAD
BUT IT IS THE CITY OF THE DEAD

WE WENT OUT KICKIN' AROUND
BUT YOU GOT DRUNK AND FALLEN DOWN
AND I WISHED I COULD BE LIKE YOU
WITH THE SOHO RIVER DRINKING ME DOWN

IN THE CITY OF THE DEAD
FALL IN LOVE AN' FALL IN BED
IT WASN'T ANYTHING YOU SAID
EXCEPT I KNOW WE BOTH LIE DEAD

DON'T YOU KNOW WHERE TO COP
THAT'S WHAT NEW YORK JOHNNY SAID
YOU SHOULD GET TO KNOW YOUR TOWN
JUST LIKE I KNOW MINE
WHAT WE WEAR IS DANGEROUS GEAR
IT'LL GET YOU PICKED ON ANYWHERE
THOUGH WE GET BEAT UP WE DON'T CARE
AT LEAST IT LIVENS UP THE AIR

BUT SOMEDAYS WE HIDE INSIDE
ALL COURAGE GONE AND PARALYSED
SNIFF THAT WIND OF UGLY TENSION
TODAY THE JERKS HAVE GOT AGGRESSION

IT IS THE CITY OF THE DEAD

it's not a fucking riddle

2007-03-30T03:53:43Z

What does it mean about yerself when a man who's obviously on speed asks you for spare change, when you refuse he asks for a cigarette... You feel bad and you just bought a pack so you give him one. Then he asks can i have yer phone number? i say no. he asks why not? To which I reply that I'm gay and have a partner. he lets me know that's ok hes down with threesomes. i say no and continue to walk home. he accepts that.
i think i shoulda had him come home with me..

You see it's these whack jobs that find me just fucking fanciful. yes like the old lady rinse but better!
The man who digs in my trash tells me I look nice last week when i had a dress on...yelp.

i'm such a babe.

what fucking year is it?

whowhatwhy

2006-01-15T02:16:39Z

keeping it intresting i guess. shut up

i dont wanna fuck?

2005-04-04T10:30:41Z

i like offending the male species. thoroughly. it's easy.

cds not eggs

2005-03-28T19:52:44Z

i'm bored. dah yesterday was pretty retarded eh? so many people wasting my life on the freeway when i could be driving like i wanna die. way to ruin it stupid families in yer stupid vans with yer stupid kids who will probly amount to nothing!!! i got to almost kill us for a few moments then into amoeba we went. wandered around with my two other orphans of the day mister louis and raging lil reggie, thanks fer the 20 bucks yuh fuck. wee. i got a bunch of new cds. i have shit to listen to and im stoked. i'm really mad they killed 93.1 so i bought a Heart cd. fuck yes ladies!!! HEART! new le tigre. damn good. i really ate at a place called Happy Toms. haha i don't know if i recommend it. errrr i guess my day wasn't too bad, ended shmoking with irene into fj dghkbnfjhgfhrsfj k land. ok? i'lljusttellyounowCuzIdon'tthinkyouknowThethingsyoutriedtokillIfoundawaytogrowI'lljusttellyounowYoumayhavemadeyermarkButI'mstillheretoday

Not Offended

2005-03-07T19:12:36Z

thought:
Not being "crazy" is YER way of ignoring your mind and soul. I'm trying what I feel. I am a woman. Labeling me based on YER misconceptions of MY mind. Why bother?! Don't try to pretend yer better by putting down what you don't understand. I deviate from yer boring behavior and better find who I am. Yer so eager to celebrate yer narrow minded vision, i want no part of. I won't conform to yer standards, but I don't call myself "crazy". I notice that people are actually satisfied with being what everyone around them want while ignoring personal feelings. Some have so far convinced themselves of what they "should" want or think they want, they've lost all concept of themselves. I call THAT crazy.

cannibusdub @ 2005-02-23T23:57:00

2005-02-24T07:59:15Z

You don't have to love me and let's get high a while

sit and look pretty

2005-02-22T21:04:19Z

"just like a starfish my legs will soon grow back
I'll just be ten times stronger each time that you attack me!"

hear me coming?

2005-02-22T20:46:18Z

THIS IS THE LIFE I'VE MADE
AND THAT'S MY CHOICE
IT'S GOOD TO HAVE CHOICES

oh and i'm seeing tommy chong on saturday. beep.

not living life but living life well

2005-02-06T04:10:02Z

it's beautiful when a girl understands herself and finds her true self again.
i will never be that ignorant again.
damn i read too much
i like observing people at school. creepies.
mindy and irene stoney session i mean study session to be
me = 2 jobs!
2 jobs? mindy?
hahah serious yuh fuck
today i wasn't as scarred as i thought i'd be walking into that vanity barn
it's weird how in this way i feel working in a salon goes against what i feel inside, but its $$
isn't that what yer all in it for?
why am i on the internet? bye

childrenchildrenchildren

2004-08-23T06:18:56Z

so i guess i scored another baby today. haha dudes don't say "mindy how many babies do you need!?!" "what the fuck you got another one, why?" cause i don't fuckin know. my mom and her check book, them and their faces, both of them are outta fuckin control! haha gah im a suckerrrrr. this clan of weiners will rule the world one day.

eeahhhhhhh

i have problems. obsssessssiiivveeee??

i said reading is good can we start the story now?

2004-08-22T05:13:15Z

"I am struck again and again by the parallels between the peepshow and the culture in general. The people inside the peepshow-those performing, those observing, and those managing the spectacle-are "normal" people engaged in an activity more explict but not different in underlying structure from much of the activity of our daily lives. My lover says that the peepshow's function is to allow us to define ourselves in culture as normal, because we call the peepshow marginal and perverse. From in here, it looks like any clean division between oppressions to go unchallenged. It allows the Christian father who fucks his daughter to say, "I'm not doing anything wrong, look at those perverts over there." It allows politicians to enact wars on drugs, wars on prostitution, wars on aliens while they trade favors with corporate dealers, pimps, and coyotes out of their Capitol Hill and City Hall offices. The peepshow does not subvert the culture, it mirrors it."

Whores and other Feminists
peepshow reflections, Vicky Funari
edited by Jill Nagle

pretty man

2004-08-04T23:03:05Z

haha we're stupid.
BILLY????

yeafhsdujgh Bitches

2004-07-27T06:33:27Z

rediculous amounts of driving. santa cruz. passing the same places 2687t689789736 times. blah blahf thrift stores, tight ass lamps.sweatershtgjdfb FUCKKdg ifdghuyahhahahahaha smokee eweedddd. drinkkkk alcohaulic beveragesssdsa. breakin ankles. hippy couches. sleeping in cars. chillin in parks. hot boxin blankets. bumssssujrnmmmmmmmm carry the casket...drive to san fran? foaming at the mouth... ahhhgsrugjhahahhahahaf uihhhhh dude wake up AHhgehsdgjh BOWLssssssssss, chillin, sleeping, cds, records, food, gisfruhtfahgt talkinfgnsigthj walking people dtjkhrwutyh wander home MOVE AWAY BE C O M E BUM.

weiner lover

2004-07-19T08:31:33Z

i got another child today. i've began my clan of weiners.

he's grey with black spots all over and a lil brown on his face and brown feet. what a pretty boy. him and panic are friends<3

318

2004-03-20T00:00:44Z

im FREE.

uh

2003-11-01T01:30:53Z

recockulous.

you got the bublies?

2003-05-26T06:42:35Z

if you give a shit about my trip. this was the nonsense:

ohhh crap umm so like ive been bye bye since last monday. we drove up monday night, drove allllll night long. i drove too. hahah. me driving. classic shit. kay so put me and stinky in a little three seater truck that hasn't had an oil change in over a year, and not too much money. pan handle was the plan. but we made it. hahaha. such god damn profesionals. so we kept this "journal" in the car. its on some crappy torn pieces of paper that we found in my purse. sooo we finally get into Portland on teusday around like 12. went to Nelsons house. we went to the mall and watched a fat lady ice skate. they have a fucking ice rink inside the mall. hahah some fat lady in a green skating outfit is doing little twirls n crap. soo good. yah fat. er yah. haha. um. so like nelson bought me french frys. what a nice boy. so nelsons neighbor er something came outside and his balls were hanging out of his shorts and sweeping his porch. amazing. then we went on our way to washington. got there. stayed like 2 days with scottie sir. shelby got her tatoo. i did not. we didn't have much of the money money. scottie told us of all the crazies he collected to make friends with. the kid he lives with has a baby. cutest ever. and she actually liked me. babies always hate me. and i always hate babies. going into the woods to some scarry bar with creepies was a no go.

ummmm so like on i think thursday mornig we leave washington and drive for Linda's house in Humbolt county. Linda is shelbys moms friend. shes this little hippy lady. she is so fucking amazing. and her house. oh crap is so amazing. so after the forever fucking drama trip we had to take to get there, and shelby's god damn speeding ticket. me and shelby got lost several times on this journey. haha. ummm so we finally get there and shes gone to bed, but she left out nugs on a tray for us. mmmmm. we got soooo high and watched The Wash. hahah. man, best movie ever. no jokes. so we finaly go to sleep after our forever trip of driving to her house, and of course the wash. ummm the next morning she made us potato pancakes. mmmmm. then rolls us this huge joint and sends us down to the beach right next to her house. we climbed up this big rock and sat on top of it and smoked our joint she rolled us and ate our bananas she gave us on top of the rock. haha. oh it was so fucking amazing. me and shelby were just sitting there going FUCK we never wanna leave. we talked to some hippy boys that were asking about ziggy something, and if we hitch hiked. OH weed everywhere and the fucking ocean and her food and her bad ass house. her house is so amazing. theres this huge window and it faces the ocean etc. so like you look out the back windows and to the right, the forest, big red woods etc, to the left, the ocean, including the part in california that sticks out most off the coast. so beautiful. ummm we stayed there 2 days. she left to a wedding for a day or so, so she still let us stay there even though she was outta town. so amazing. we ate so much food. watched such good movies. we did jack shit and it was fucking amazing. haha. the lady linda gave us sooooo much fucking weed for free too. because she seriously just lives in the woods, grows pot, and makes blue corn chips. perfect life. oh and puts on like hemp fests n stuff. shes in like the high times calandar for the last three years, and shes a centerfold in the best of high times n stuff. shes like alll into this weed stuff. thats all she does. haha. she just sits and rolls joint after joint. thats the life. er something. there were baby kitties too. OH man. they were a week old. bobcat kitties. so pretty. sooo we leave there on like, i dont know, saturday? and go on the adventure towards san francisco. ummm so my dads like call over the phone and charge my credit card and stay in san fran. were like k. we spent the whole time looking for somewhere to sleep. didnt find anywhere. got lost. and waaaay fucking bent. ate pizza. some bum was trying to do god knows what to us and he smelled like fucking piss. ummm so we left. we got home last night. and it was all soooooo much fun. blksjrgkldtusariogju we took some pitures i'll put em up later. pretty rock pictures. haha. mmm.

today i woke up and me and shelby went with chris to eat food food. ummmm. then we sat. and mister jon came and skate boarded over and smoked with us in the back yard. i love that kid high. it's the best shit ever. then shelbys mom made us leave because she had to give a lady a massage. oh man her mom told me that im a bad little girl. and bad spirits follow me. hahah. fucking shit. why does she always tell me crap like that. shes like yah last night i knew you were here because i felt the cold spirits. meannnnnnn. so mean. ummmm. me and shelby rented to wash cause we had to watch it again. and now were sitting waiting for the brownies. her moms making us pot brownies. SCORE. now im eating theese brownies. mmmmm.

LIKEBITCHES. er something.

um kk yah

2003-05-20T01:34:08Z

i went to washington and i hope you all die.